everyone fucks me offfff

Currently im 'ok'. Ive been doing well-ish, had a couple of downs but not as many as usal.
Im more angry now than i have been before. Meg has fucked me over big time!
shes went back to newt even though she says how much he hurts her and how much she wishes she wasnt with him yet she went straight back to him and stayed there over night.
Makes me fucking sick to think shes being so stupid thinking things will change n get better.
When a man hits a woman he will never change, it is a part of his DNA. like they say a 'leopard will never change his spots'. I gave her company and friendship, someone to listen and give her advice and truth yet she still fucks off back to him. SHE WASTED MY PRECIOUS FUCKING BREATH!
now she can fuck off... i dont care what he does to her anymore. im not going to be here waiting for her to call me crying saying how hes beaten her up again.... im not a rebound post for abusive relationships. She has realised im fucked off with her. she deleted her facebook and hasnt called or text. Well all i can say to that is; i have better things to look forward to in my life instead of worrieing and trying to help people who dont want it. who end up throwing the help n advice back in your face.

Anyways. Im about 28-29weeks pregnant ad all has been well so far.
Ive had no swollen ankles, heartburn, indigestion or anything that comes with being heavily pregnant. :) think im doing well so far to not really be suffering from anything. Only 12more weeks to go and my little fellow will be here :) im scared but im looking at it as something that will help me within life,
something to take my mind of the little pathetic things in life that dont need to be thought about!
whoooop!