new shit...

Theres pleanty of new stuff i need to write about...
get things off my mind n just pretty much have a lil rant... (lil = big) lol

Since i last updated my blog there has been a few new changes with me.
I broke up with Duffy because it wasnt working... we slowly started drifting apart.
Theres nothing we could have done to save it. We hardly saw eachother so it was pointless in
trying to pretend that everything was 'Great' when it really wasnt.
I admit, yeah, it was good whilst it lasted.
Remeber... things happen for a reason.

I met someone new, whos really wonderful to me. His name is Shane :)
He lives a mission away from me... But i still see him everynight.
Im also going back to college in september. I filled in a application form
for the Animal care course that i wanted to do befor i started ART.
Few days ago i recived a letter from the college saying about me doing the
Art course i left in November...Since seeing that ive been thinking weather or not i should carry on with ART
as i have been doing Art related studys for 6years...
Seems that if i decide not to carry on with art, It feels as though ive thrown 6years of my life away...
where as i could have taken animal care and been to uni ect by now...
I just dont know what to do :(

Also my Selfharming has been good. I havnt done it in a few months now :D
My eating disorder... well, wish i could say that has gone too but it hasnt.
Im still the fat ugly Girl i used to be :( Unfortunatly...
I found out one of my friends who i used to hang out with when i was like 14 - 15
has an eating disorder too. Its bad :( i hate to see people suffering with ED's
especially if u knew them befor they had it. You can see how much happyer the person was
befor they were taken ahold of by Anorexia and Bulimia.


:( Save me?